Watched "50/50."
Too soon.
Probably should have waited til after Monday.
Follow up appointment. Making sure nothing has grown back in the past few months.
Thought I wasn't nervous about it.
Total melt down watching this movie.
Turns out, I am really nervous.
It just can't be back and that is all.
Because I am selfish.
Because I need him here, alive, and preferably cancer free, but I'll take him either way.
Because here with cancer is better than gone.
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